банановое молоко топ.

2022-07-17 21:33:35 я только что увидела слово "army" в нике хосока.

знаю, что там написано "you are my hope." но он туда и арми поместил. и я только что это заметила. he's so precious precious precious Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 10:06:41 my brain just stopped processing. ok. i'll return and write more abt other things. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 10:03:14 nonsense. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 10:03:09 there i mentioned that i'd tell them abt my feelings if they asked. but, i don't know how. what to tell about? this war is going inside of me and i cannot realise what kind of war it is. so, even if they asked, i'd have troubles to explain bc i don't fully get it myself. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 09:57:31 even now i'm feeling guilty for writing this. i'm feeling guilty for being one, who doesn't know herself. i even don't know what... here i just cannot continue because i lost my track. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 09:48:29 before i've heard from several people that they cannot tell their friend how they feel bc they don't wanna bother them. i thought that it was not good since real friends are always open to discussions, especially when it comes to you. and i urged those people talk to their close people.

however, i became like this. even if i have dearest people i cannot just talk to them abt how i feel. bc, as i said, there is no something tragic or horrible. and i dont wanna bother them with the results of my endless overthinking and self-analysis. i'm sure that they'll try to support me. but, i decided myself that their time and nerves don't worth my not-so-important issues. i just want someone to give me questions abt how i feel rn and i'd tell them the truth.

i think, that's why, i need a therapist. no money. free consultations. i'll sign up to the ones whom our university offer. but, before that i need to exactly know on which psychological issue i should work. i just want to free my mind. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 09:34:01 the more spare time u have, the more you overthink. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-17 09:32:46 im trying to write here. but im editing, deleting, rewriting. cant express my feelings and thoughts in words. writing and deleting because there is no smth new or exciting. deleting because i cannot pick right words. deleting because i ---- Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-14 10:50:08 есть плохая и хорошая новость.

плохая: мы все умрем.
хорошая: мы не сразу умрем. Открыть/Комментировать

2022-07-13 09:46:08 ДОБРЫЙ ДЕНЬ......... Открыть/Комментировать