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2021-02-05 20:13:50 one of the obsessive thoughts that keep circulating in my head at all times is about the question: "do I deserve to be loved?" I never know the answer to this one. perhaps it was some kind of coping mechanism for me to think that bad things happen to me because that's what I deserve. and when good things happen I keep getting surprised because it is so unusual to me that people treat me good. I feel like I'm so far from understanding how people could love me that it makes me immediately concerned whenever anyone acts nicely. nevertheless, the next step is obsessive attachment. as someone who has never been loved enough or taken care of, even slightest signs of sympathy are so overwhelmingly outstanding that my brain immediately gets addicted to this free dose of serotonin. and when so happens that person giving me care stops doing so, I fall into the void of "did I really deserve their care in the first place". and the cycle repeats itself. Открыть/Комментировать

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