are you still here? waiting for the end, then get ready now l | забытые записки🥀

are you still here?
waiting for the end,
then get ready now
listen more my friend.

world is terrible
full of filth and lie,
you’ll surely feel it
until you die.

i've been through a lot
saw what others didn't see
and now i only wish
to be forever free.

the soul is torn to heaven
nothing holds me here,
i’m not afraid to die
cz i’m already disappear.

erase myself forever,
i’m not a tenant anymore
cause i didn't value
what was living for.

i’ve lost a loved one,
the meaning of my life,
i died a long time ago
but I'm still alive.

there will be silence,
without any words
everything I had,
now lies under boards.

what’ve i got now
traded joy for grave,
only eased the torment
which i took in cave.

my soul was rotten
even when i was alive,
cz lost in lifetime
smth I could die for.

the end has come,
at last i’m free
i adored this life
but it deceived me.