2021-09-26 07:34:37
This might be a lot to read, but please read it. It’s not important, but it’s me being vulnerable
I say this all the time to the people that I talk to, but I’m for real this time. I’m taking a break from TKR. And who knows how long
For over fives years now, I’ve used the Internet as a way to escape reality. Because my reality is something so empty. For years I tried finding people online to accept me. We all preach that acceptance isn’t something that should be needed, but we’re human. Deep down, a MAJORITY of us want it. I grew attached to people and things because I lacked so much in reality. Online people were like real life friends to me. Online relationships were the only experiences I’ve had. People that probably don’t even think about me, I still frequently think about. Drama online stuck with me because my miserable reality was so dull that I CLINGED onto it.
TKR just made this Internet obsession even worse. I love this page and Doja so much. But I’m obsessed. I am OBSESSED. I stalk Doja all day every day hoping to be the first to post an update on her. I pride myself in making you guys happy and creating content around her. All while time goes by, day by day. I’m not growing at all. I’m just getting by. And I’m tired of getting by. I’m ready to be the person that I want to be. I’m ready to find love. REAL love. Not online crushes who I’ll never be able to touch. Who knows if and when I’ll be back
But the last year has been such a rollercoaster. I love you all that’ve stuck with Naeem and I. When he left, it was really hard for me. I had to take on everything, which really made my mental health so much worse. You guys are amazing and I hope that you get to see me in the future. The Kittens Room to me has never just been a Doja cat fan page. It’s personal. It was my home and a community. And it’ll always be just that. This is goodbye, but only for now
~ amir.
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