about you.

2023-02-16 17:19:03 ini dia Открыть/Комментировать

2023-02-14 06:39:04 after all we’ve been through, all the tears n laughter you’ve shared, i realized that what made my journey truly worthwhile for me were feelings i’d never felt before in my entire life. so many smiles left me in a way no one ever did before. yes, ik u may part ways on your own, but for some reason i’m still waiting for u to come back. seeing u yesterday in this place was the most awkward moment of ma life. i never thought that i would see u again after everything that happened. the highest point of loving u is when i can accept the fact that you n i can’t be together anymore. u r not as perfect as i describe in my stories, but there is no way i can easily let u go. i managed not to bother u but i failed not to miss you. u’re the one i thought would always be w me but u weren't. watching u slowly lose interest in me n i see u walk out of my life. actually, it could be improved but u might be the best i’ve ever had. i hv never regretted meeting u n i hv never hated u even a little bit but i am disappointed in u. after everything we’ve been through, sometimes i wish we could start over n myb correct each other’s mistakes while we’re at it. god knows how much i miss the old memories, how much i dream of reliving those moments, and how much i cry everyyy night, lulling maself to sleep knowing that i will never experience those moments w u again. people around me kept telling me to forget n moveon, but they never saw u the way i did. and sometimes still see 'we' in 'you'. now i understand what "a glimpse of us" means. i never really write long paragraphs, but i think this is my last love letter to you i guess. myb this will put my mind at ease a little. or myb, dis feeling of emptiness, this feeling of losing someone i care about will gradually fade away w time. Открыть/Комментировать

2023-02-05 08:24:05 kita beneran gabisa ya? Открыть/Комментировать

2023-01-28 21:17:23 again n again Открыть/Комментировать

2023-01-28 21:17:14 cry Открыть/Комментировать

2023-01-04 04:28:24 ik we don‘t talk anymore and ik that we can‘t be together again, so i try to moveon but sometimes part of me still waiting for u to come back Открыть/Комментировать

2023-01-01 20:00:05 so 4 months means nothing? Открыть/Комментировать

2022-12-31 20:05:05 starting my 2023 with losing the person who i loved the most in 2022 Открыть/Комментировать